liFe..

Saturday, July 01, 2006

exams are over!! phew..but still..got the feeling i screwed up quite badly..argh..hate this feeling..but who else is there to blame except for myself..couldnt discipline myself to really sit down and study..and more often then not..found myself staring into blank space >.< but whats over is over..nothing i can do about it..no point crying over spilt milk..
lala..suddenly overwhelmed with an urge to go out with friends..go out as a group and relax and enjoy ourselves..any place will do..as long as there are friends with me..but now..everyone's so busy..for the people in jc..busy studying..people in poly..busy with their projects..but really dont feel like staying at home..rot~*
got quite alot of pressure being in my new poly class..the people there are like so smart and hardworking..everybody's so focused on their studies..i've got stress -.-" then also realizing that i dont actually understand alot of the modules that are taught..all of a sudden im quite anxious..the fear of retaining is surfacing..arghh..
really got to study and work much harder..at the pace i am going..i'll never catch up with the rest of the class..but now..jus after the exams..just want to relax abit..after being so stressed up during the process..

the word F.A.I.L. stands for
Fruitful
And
Innovative
Learning

everyone is born a winner at the very start of their lives..nobody is a loser..do not lose hope..instead continue to push on~

1:57 AM...i walked away