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Friday, November 24, 2006

oh well..been ever so cranky since i got my results back..as usual, the grades were fantastically low..the bothersome part was that i actually did study for my tests..in fact..i studied harder than i ever did in secondary school..and all to a sorry end~
whilst doing the maths paper..well..after studying i certainly did recognise many of the questions that i knew how to do..so feeling pretty confident..armed with knowledge that i never had..i happily started doing the paper..and even finished the paper with only leaving one question blank..due to a mental block..
the feeling was great..for once i studied and felt confident that i could pass this paper..oh..but how wrong i was..i was informed that i failed my maths paper..gosh~* that was a blow to me..the subject that i was confident in had gone down..well so the crankiness inside of me started edging up..rather irritated and frustrated with the whole exams thing..starting to blame anything and everything around me for being the cause of my failing..rather childish..but well i was kind of pissed at the moment rather than to be thinking of such things..
in the end..it still is my fault for studying too late i guess..letting this stupid tantrum inside of me wear off in a couple of days..now in place of it..comes this gnawing feeling in my gut as the end of year exams edges closer and closer..not exactly what one could wish for in a time like this..but well..i guess i really should be studying more now..with a whole load of grades to pull up..what an unpleasant feeling this is~

what does life have to offer me
a simple man with no hopes and dreams
what does love have to do with me
a normal man with no charms to please

time to start working and studying hard i guess..lesser slacking more studying..sounds rather negative thou~

12:30 AM...i walked away