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Saturday, February 24, 2007

HOME~!! haa. from korea that is. waha. i miss singapore and its warm weather :) so cold there..then need wear till thick thick de..den become like so ridiculous. but other then that..it was nice~~~~
smilez :) the things they sell there are like really nice. yea. thou din buy much. nothing much i need. the experience was cool though some parts were..erm.. THEY EAT KIMCHI EVERY SINGLE MEAL. cant take it. and their meals are like all never use oil cook de..wa..really salute them. super healthy and tasteless. i miss singapore food.
other then that..things there are like SUPER expensive. everything so expensive. want eat one meal outside cost bout twelve dollars for a bowl of noodles? wa. no wonder is ranked 2nd in the world for their cost of living.
but the sights are :) soo nice.

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Blue October - Into The Ocean

11:22 PM...i walked away

6 Friday, February 16, 2007

after all the long school terms and exams..the holidays are finally here~!! but..i am not actually feeling any of the rush i am supposed to feel. not that it isnt good to be able to finally relax and just chill out..without having to bother about homework or tests or exams..but somehow things seem livelier during schooling days. the start of the holidays of course was great..everybody getting time to hang out with each other..but in the first week..that wore off quickly and everybody became "home - hoggers".
well i suppose thats the way things go..cant expect people to go out everyday and enjoy..but..even so..is still pretty much sucks. i mean i am like stuck at home slacking the entire day off without doing a single thing..much as it seems nice..it isnt. getting really bored. guess i got to find a job soon..but since the chinese new year is here..aint gonna have lots of jobs up..think i will have to look for one after it then. blah.
thinking of volunteer work..wells..just to pass time and stuff..isnt that bad of an idea though..see how ba. argh. cant think of anything now except for the fact that i am bored. but well hey..perks are that i am going overseas next week. not too bad i guess..at least in a very very long time i get to go overseas again. now just listening to crappy music that has the slightest sense in it..playing games that i have long outgrown..hoping against hope that i can get promoted to year two..yea well that is my main concern now.
valentines day passed..nothing to say about that one..just a normal day for me..just another stroll in the park. tomorrow is the first day of chinese new year..at least i think it is..my cousins are flying in from new zealand just for a day to eat "tuan yuan fan". not that i know them well..seen them once since primary school? never again till now..but still..it shows that they made the effort to come and thats good i guess..hope i still remember their names~

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I know how to save a life

The Fray - How To Save A Life. love this song..

9:59 PM...i walked away

6 Friday, February 09, 2007

yea.back.after a very very long time.all i can say is ..tired~.yea.tired of pretty much everything..not so much of a complain but a protest against the way things are going on in my life.still.fast is the word to describe this year.
the end of my first year in singapore polytechnic.
half of the time..i cant even remember what i did during this past year.aint a good thing though.scraping through tests and exams..and the most recent one that just ended..pretty ok with the other modules...only for one which i think i screwed up big time. regrets?plenty.
though nothing much i can do about it is there.
ironically.we people who envision the future always live in the past.no matter what our goals are or how high we aim..many tend to be dragged down by their past.encouraged to think ahead.we might as well take care of the past first before moving on.many tend not to understand the fact that the past is the past.let bygones be bygones.move ahead without looking back.and if you do occasionally look back..ponder on the things you could have done better and work on it..rather then burying ourselves in our past mistakes.

flames to dust
lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end

thanks to all the people who have helped me out throughout the past year in my school life and personal life too.hoping to maybe find a job in this holidays too~

1:04 AM...i walked away