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Friday, February 16, 2007

after all the long school terms and exams..the holidays are finally here~!! but..i am not actually feeling any of the rush i am supposed to feel. not that it isnt good to be able to finally relax and just chill out..without having to bother about homework or tests or exams..but somehow things seem livelier during schooling days. the start of the holidays of course was great..everybody getting time to hang out with each other..but in the first week..that wore off quickly and everybody became "home - hoggers".
well i suppose thats the way things go..cant expect people to go out everyday and enjoy..but..even so..is still pretty much sucks. i mean i am like stuck at home slacking the entire day off without doing a single thing..much as it seems nice..it isnt. getting really bored. guess i got to find a job soon..but since the chinese new year is here..aint gonna have lots of jobs up..think i will have to look for one after it then. blah.
thinking of volunteer work..wells..just to pass time and stuff..isnt that bad of an idea though..see how ba. argh. cant think of anything now except for the fact that i am bored. but well hey..perks are that i am going overseas next week. not too bad i guess..at least in a very very long time i get to go overseas again. now just listening to crappy music that has the slightest sense in it..playing games that i have long outgrown..hoping against hope that i can get promoted to year two..yea well that is my main concern now.
valentines day passed..nothing to say about that one..just a normal day for me..just another stroll in the park. tomorrow is the first day of chinese new year..at least i think it is..my cousins are flying in from new zealand just for a day to eat "tuan yuan fan". not that i know them well..seen them once since primary school? never again till now..but still..it shows that they made the effort to come and thats good i guess..hope i still remember their names~

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I know how to save a life

The Fray - How To Save A Life. love this song..

9:59 PM...i walked away