well now. holidays are comin to an end and school is about to start..BUT i am not looking foward to that? given that this holiday has been one of those seriously long AND boring kind..i should be jumping at the chance to put all of that to an end..going to school..meeting friends again..in any way..i should be happy by right..but nahh. got my results back a few weeks ago. expected really..my fundamental electronics..never had any hope on that particular one. but something on the list really pisses me off. i failed my gems. that seriously is like..WHAT THE. every assignment except one was handed in and my attendance seriously was not too bad..seriously do not understand how i failed. quite annoying. seriously. now that i failed a core module..seems that i have to repeat this module. but the worst part is that i hope i am able to like foward this module into second year. if not i will have to repeat an entire semester doing only one module AND seperated from my class. that just seriously sucks. thus the feeling of not wanting to go back to school. primary concern down..leaves me with only one more thing. its still holidays at least for a few weeks more..or at least one or two more weeks. so better start treasuring my spare time more. but still..everythings still quite boring. cant find things to do and so rotting at home. something i have been doing for quite some time now..and definitely not something i enjoy doing. but still on the bright side all the JC people are schooling so this probably beats doing that by alot. but for crying out loud. is there anything i can do to drown out this boredom..its killing me.
If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We'd see the day where nobody died