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Monday, June 11, 2007

last days. before i start getting buried alive in books. two week break is here. with it comes the premonition of the MST. sigh. dont really have a choice. have to study to try to pull up my fantastic grades last year. which also means no more holidays for the semester. after the MST..school starts again. oh man. and just to mention ngee ann has finished their tests and exams already and the sutdents are happily enjoying their holidays. why do i feel so lethargic all of a sudden. sigh.
after talking to some friends. realised that i've not seen or heard from many old friends since they went off into JC or other institutes. others when i try to start catching up with them. they always seem busy or preoccupied in something else. often question myself. is this how its all going to end. when we go our seperate ways. we do our own stuff. where our friendships will just fade away till the point where we will just be acquaintances. people that you just smile and say hi to when you see them. is that all our friendship was to you.
even if you dont mind it all turning out this way. i do. you're my friend. and that. believe it or not. means alot to me. i care. even if you dont. so it just saddens me to see friendships fading away. to see people drifting away.

The homeless is still homeless, the poor is still poor,
yet we find billions of dollars to fund senseless wars.
And yes, we're fighting terrorism, what about the quiet racism,
divided among ourselves, somebody's crying for help.

1:06 AM...i walked away