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Saturday, July 28, 2007

finally decided to blog. given the circumstances where the workload is building up so much so that its killing me. with now five projects on the way and the finals just around the corner..i don't think i will be able to survive this onslaught.
not exactly that i am slacking around and not doing anything. i AM actually doing my projects..which by itself is a miracle already. but just when i thought that all this is tough and is pushing me to my limits..IT happened. with everything due next week..i completed two of my five projects..and that means completed everything. done. and roughly finishing up on the rest of them. then i lost a paper. the most important one too. where all the teacher's signatures are and where all my marks are recorded. which in fact means i've got to redo the entire thing within ONE lab session next week.
then. found out that another project that i had completed had a naming error in the process which means i have to redo the entire project too just to correct the error. two projects that i thought i had completed.
had only one thought at that point of time. to just give up and throw it off. just when i thought i had reached my limit. i was forced upon a whole new dimension of stress and pressure. i mean..come on!!
and that i havent even started on my revision. actually i couldnt be bothered right now. i'll be thankful enough if i can complete all my projects. on the verge of a breakdown. i mean..who would want to fail? i've done that and experienced first hand how bad that can be. but looking at the way things are right now. can't help but to feel down.

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

12:17 AM...i walked away